Context Africa: A Year in the Life of a Refugee

Today's Context Africa is a special kind of post. Over at Christian Science Monitor, journalist Mary Wiltenburg and editor Clara Germani have worked together to follow "Little Bill Clinton," a refugee displaced by the conflicts in Congo and Rwanda, currently living in Atlanta, Georgia. The effort took place in real time with a lot of multimedia pieces to help explain a complicated story. Both Mary and Clara agreed to answer questions for this post about context, sustaining interest in a long term projects, and the complications of cross-cultural exchange.

Read the blog (my favorite entry is African Kids Decode Michael Jackson), and check out this week's CSM magazine cover story What it's like to be a refugee in America, complete with great sidebars about refugee resettlement and a refugee gatekeeper's lament.

Question for Mary: Can you tell me a bit about how this project got started and what's next?

Mary: This project started with a question: What can we as journalists learn from the way people communicate online – through Facebook, Twitter, all of it – to inform our thinking about new models of storytelling they’re likely to respond to? The idea of a story unfolding over time, in intimate detail and a variety of media, appealed to me. It seemed like a natural pace at which to get to know a family and a community – both for me and for readers. Conversations with Clara about the idea led to a second question – What and who would be worth devoting a year to in this way? – which led us to the International Community School and Bill Clinton Hadam.

What’s next could be much more old-school: after the Monitor series wraps up next month, I’m hoping to write a book that will continue and expand the story.


Question for Clara: As an editor, how is working on a series like Little Bill Clinton different from the daily grind? How does the "real time" element change things?

Clara: Usually you edit only a slice of a story like this. Maybe 1,500 words on the sadness of a refugee child struggling to make it in a US school or 1,500 words on a UN refugee camp where safety from conflict is a cruel cheat because life doesn’t get better for most. But in this project, I – and our readers – lived week in and week out with Mary’s daily experiences in Bill Clinton Hadam’s home and classroom. It was the day-to-day blogging that was astonishing, delightful, and heartbreaking in it’s detail and insight: The roaches swarming Bill’s homework as he diligently tried to finish it alone at night; Bill’s verdict that the refugee camp had been kinda “stinky,” the slow piecing together of Bill’s mom’s traumas during 33 years as a refugee (losing a husband and son to genocide in Rwanda, losing a daughter who fled the refugee camp after being raped), the wonder of Bill and his brother overcoming language and cultural issues to actually get to grade-level status in an American school. So much richness went into the blogs that normally would have been sliced out by editing.

Another aspect of the project was that the reporter was going to become a part of the story by virtue of being so close to it. We anticipated this and never tried to deny that it would happen to some degree. At the beginning, it was my daily nightmare that a huge burden was being placed on Mary as a person as well as a journalist who had the newspaper’s ethics to uphold. These innocents were telling her everything, beginning to rely on her because she was one of few Americans paying attention to them. Early on we faced the dilemma of Mary’s frequent visits to Bill’s apartment and the fact that the kids were hungry: What do you do when you know that for the next year your reporter is going to be asking these people for access and information? The subtle quid pro quo of modern journalism (you give us information, we write about it and presumably civic forces will come to bear on your behalf in time) isn’t the kind of quid pro quo you’re going to be able to live with in a situation like this. These were the kind of struggles that weren’t going to end with a deadline in a few weeks – we had to cope with them throughout the year and apply our sense of integrity as we went, moment by moment.




Question for Mary: How was reporting with refugees in America different than reporting with refugees in Africa?

Mary: Really different – and counterintuitively so. You’d think the farther from home, the more “foreign” the reporting experience would be, but for me the opposite has been true.

Getting to know Bill’s parents in Atlanta has meant taking them out of context. It’s a peculiar way to meet people, torn out of their social fabric, stripped of the major relationships and clues – extended family, religious community, neighbors, jobs, educational backgrounds – that I would normally use to make inferences about people’s pasts and consider their presents. In writing about the family, I’ve tried to be sensitive to this – and I do think there are many things I’ve understood about them, and vice versa, that transcend cultural markers. But I couldn’t really place them, and I assumed this might be beyond me.

In the refugee camp I visited in Tanzania, though, I met a group of friends who had become Dawami and Hassan’s extended family over the decade they spent there together. It was a revelation. These friends – high school teachers, human rights activists, journalists, printers – were middle-class people uprooted from their lives. They had a nuanced analysis of the Tanzanian government’s refugee policy; education was their priority, and they were furious about the closing of their kids’ camp schools. For me, this made them feel very familiar. Despite our obvious differences of circumstance and culture, it was like talking with my parents’ friends in a mud-brick house on the other side of the world.



Question for Mary: How did traveling to Tanzania change or reinforce some of your opinions?

Mary: After spending time in those camps, I feel really impatient with the immigration debate back home in the US. It seems obvious to me that countries around the world need to establish paths by which those who cross their borders – whether fleeing violence or economic hardship – can work to earn their citizenship. While I was in Tanzania, the country was granting citizenship to 170,000 Burundian refugees who’d been living the country in productive, peaceful settlements since 1972 – an unusual move, and an excellent idea. It was also in the process of expelling several hundred thousand others who’d been warehoused in camps for decades, people with talents and skills who wanted to work and become contributing members of some society somewhere.

It’s not a perfect analogy to our situation in the US, of course, but I think for both countries, it does greater harm than good to keep families growing up within their borders in educational, professional, and legal holding patterns. The International Organization for Migration estimates 3 percent of the world’s population, 192 million people, now live outside the country where they were born. As an international community, we have to find better and more dignified ways of addressing this.

Question for Clara: How do you make sure your audience will connect to things happening in Tanzania? Or for that matter, even in their backyard?

Clara: One great thing about the Monitor is that there’s a presumption of reader interest in world events, that there is a presumption of importance of stories like this. Yes, we have to try to make them relevant to people who have never heard the word “mzungu” and don’t know if Dar es Salaam is a person or a place. And, yes, we have to figure out ways to “market” them via the web so that we get sufficient hits to justify the effort.

That’s what this project was designed to do: to use rich, compelling storytelling through words, audio, and video to seduce readers to what might ordinarily be unfamiliar and difficult to access. For those who found us, I think we accomplished that (look at the comments sections). The hardest problem was getting the project the exposure it needed to bring in readers for a first look.

Question for Clara: Is it hard to sustain a readers' interest on a long term project like this one?

Clara: Well it’s not “The Bachelor” or “American Idol” – it’s REAL “reality” and it can be heavy. For readers with an interest in African issues, or refugee issues, or American poverty or education, the predisposition is to follow a project like this, and I believe there was a base of readers who did. But I’ll admit that it would take more than the average reader’s commitment to return daily to this boy’s story. I will say that once a reader’s heart was broken or warmed by one of these blogs, it would be hard for them not to occasionally pop back in for a look on the latest developments.



See Context Africa posts:

• Sam Reinders pictures the complications of "poverty tourism"
  
• Paul Sika's technicolor dreamscape
  
• Andrew Rice on memory, murder and Idi Amin
  
• Tim Hetherington on the culmination of ten years of taking pictures in Liberia
• Rob Crilly on how to write about a place as contentious as Darfur
• Nicholai Lidow on post-conflict surfing
• Jina Moore's Q and A about forgiveness in Rwanda

Jungle Lion! Photo of the Day

Africa on the up

Love this graphic.

Foreign Policy: Interivew with Senator Prince Johnson

About two weeks ago, I began the process of requesting permission to speak with Prince Johnson and take his photo. His handlers, unsurprisingly, put me off. They knew why I was there. But I persisted. Finally, speaking to one of them, I said, "What can I do to help you feel like you can trust me?" I explained that I live in Liberia, I'd be here this week, next week, and for months afterward. That I understood this place more than someone who flies in for a week and disappears back to another country. That I don't just write scandalous things, that I do projects about teddy bears and surfing.

The next day his handler called and told me to be at Prince Johnson's house at 11 am. I was a bit nervous, but I had a driver wait outside for me. And really, it was the middle of the day in Monrovia. Prince Johnson would never want the kind of incredibly bad press that would come with any harm inflicted on a young freelance American journalist. Especially at a time like this. So I went.

We chatted a bit about his kids and his family, the house he's building, and then moved on to other questions. I was surprised by how much he told me, but people who crave power also crave attention and adoration, and just a bit of flattery and interest got him to open up about Charles Taylor, the TRC, Samuel Doe, and more.

Read the whole interview with Senator Prince Johnson here on Foreign Policy.


At the end, I even got him to pose for a photo with his pet eagle, whose leg is tied by a string. When I walked in to the compound, I immediately noticed the bird (though thought it was an owl) and the pet dogs, monkeys, sheep and goats. As I was on my way out, I asked him about the bird and told him that I really, really loved birds and asked if I could take a photo of it. He volunteered to hold the eagle for the picture, despite the advice of one of his handlers who said it would mess up his suit.

TRC news roundup

Former warlord and current Liberian Senator Prince Johnson. Copyright Glenna Gordon/AFP

It's not often that Liberia is in the news, but this week, it is. Here's a best of:

• Myles Estey attends a press conference with the most warlords in one room EVER
• Shelby Grossman figures out a few of the differences between the originally released TRC report and the revised version. Read more about this on VOA.
• Ceasefire Liberia, a cool project that's connecting Liberians in Staten Island with this side of the Atlantic, has a few posts on the TRC report
• The Independent publishes a story called The plot to oust Liberia's leading lady. I think this story makes this sound way more conspiracy-esque than it is, but it's a good blow-by-blow read.
• AFP runs a story, Liberian former warlords warn against arrest. I'm not sure how much is talk and how much will be action, but I'm hoping for the former.
• Prince Johnson on Charles Taylor's conversion to Judaism and how he's not looking back because Jesus didn't look back. An exclusive interview on Foreign Policy, straight to you from Scarlett Lion HQ. More on this later, but if you were wondering what I was waiting for, this is it.
  
• Tim Hetherington showcases more amazing images from Liberia, this time of all too telling graffiti called the Walls Speak
• Chris Blattman points out there are never just angles or demons in politics
  
• Time.com runs a story that points out all of this will probably not dent President Ellen Johnson Sirleaf's reputation. Also from Scarlett Lion HQ.
  

Beer: photo of the day

I need a beer! I've just filed the fourth of four TRC related stories. Will post here soon...

TIME: In Liberia, President Johnson Sirleaf's Past Sullies her Clean Image

My story on time.com today:

By Glenna Gordon/MONROVIA -- Friday, Jul. 03, 2009

Six years on from the end of Liberia's long and bloody civil war, the country is finally on the mend. The World Bank and International Monetary Fund regularly applaud President Ellen Johnson Sirleaf — Africa's first elected woman leader — on the huge strides she's making to stamp out corruption and rebuild her shattered country.

That image has now taken a hit. In its final report, released yesterday, Liberia's Truth and Reconciliation Commission (TRC), a body modeled on South Africa's historic truth commission, says Johnson Sirleaf should be banned from government for 30 years for her early support of former Liberian President Charles Taylor. Taylor, who played a central role in Liberia's conflict, is on trial in the Hague for crimes against humanity that stem from his part in the civil war in neighboring Sierra Leone.

he Commission's 370-page report collected more than 20,000 statements and took three years and several million dollars to complete. It investigates the causes and consequences of Liberia's conflict, a war that displaced a third of the people in the small West African country, left a quarter of a million dead, and countless more raped, disabled, and traumatized. Johnson Sirleaf is among 50 people the Commission recommends should not be allowed to hold public office. The Commission also says that dozens of individuals should face further investigation and prosecution, though does not include Johnson Sirleaf on those lists. Still, to name the president as the TRC does, is tough censure for someone so widely respected. "To exclude someone from the right of running for political office is a very serious position to take that has to be extremely grounded in facts," says Corrine Dufka, a senior research with Human Rights Watch's Africa division who focuses on West Africa.

Perhaps. But in a conflict that went on for nearly two decades, it's hard to find any Liberian officials whose hands are completely clean. When she testified at the TRC, Johnson Sirleaf admitted that during the early years of the war she had brought food, supplies and financial assistance to Taylor. At the time, she said, she wanted to see an end to the repressive and tyrannical regime of President Samuel Doe. If she cast her lot with a war criminal, she said, she did so unwittingly.

But the TRC says Johnson Sirleaf didn't go far enough. One of the ideas behind a truth commission is that people responsible for past errors show remorse. By not apologizing or showing more remorse, the TRC says, Johnson Sirleaf denied both her own responsibility and undermined the TRC process. Those who disclosed their misdeeds in greater detail and showed remorse were not recommended for further censure or prosecution. Milton Blayi, whose nomme de guerre was General Butt Naked because he entered the battlefield completely naked but for his boots, admitted culpability for as many as 20,000 deaths, for example. But, he now speaks often and publicly about repentance.

The President's defenders say the fact Johnson Sirleaf took part in a process that highlighted her early role in Liberia's meltdown is proof of her commitment to good governance. "She allowed the whole process to roll out and that shows that she is concerned about the truth," says Suliman Baldo, the Africa Director for the International Center for Transitional Justice. Many Liberians probably agree with that.

Outside of Liberia, where few people until now have been aware of Johnson Sirleaf's early association with Taylor, the revelation could tarnish Johnson Sirleaf's image somewhat. Still, the President's unlikely to come under too much pressure from donors. Says one political observer who has worked in Liberia and asked to remain anonymous: "It will take a lot to dent her reputation."

Robertsport fisherman: photo of the day

From Robertsport, a photo that didn't make the Surfing Liberia cut but one that I like anyway.

Context Africa: Samathan Reinders pictures the complications of "poverty tourism"

The debate about "poverty tourism" rages on the blogosphere on the pages of the HuffPo, Bill Eastery's blog, and elsewhere. But, as Jina Moore (previous Context Africa feature), who wrote a great, nuanced piece about this for Christian Science Monitor, says,

If it’s that easy to be flip, you’re probably missing something.

Part of my goal in Context Africa is to look at projects that aren't interested in easy answers. There are people out there asking difficult questions, and coming back with stories, photos, and other works that don't provide straight answers. There's a lot of daily news out there that is factually incorrect, slanted, or stereotyped. But, there are also a lot of journalists committed to telling a different kind of story.

Today, I'm happy to highlight the work of Samantha Reinders, who is currently based in Cape Town, South Africa. Her take on Township Tourism shows that nothing is as straightforward as it might seem and even something as divisive as "poverty tourism" can be looked at with nuance.


Here's what she has to say about Township Tourism:

South African townships are historically rich, vibrant suburbs. It is in these townships that you can see the tangible legacy of apartheid as much as the insatiable hope for a brighter future. Touring them is important for visitors to begin to understand the complexities of modern day South Africa.

As a phenomenon it is as interesting as it is controversial. These images serve to create awareness of both the positive and negative aspects of township tourism – as a way to contribute to the very small pool of research done into the socio-cultural impacts of the trend.

My personal views on township tourism have changed considerably since I started the project in 2004.

I have seen the industry at large, as well as the actual tours, change for the better since the beginning of my study. Both the practice of touring the townships (solely looking through the window of a tour bus) as well as the perception that these tours are exclusively voyeuristic tours of poverty has changed slightly. Through encouraging media reportage, as well as positive word of mouth experiences, awareness of the positive aspects of township tourism has slowly been created. Tourists are treading more lightly in the neighborhoods they are visiting.

While many people take pictures during the Township Tours, most people don’t take pictures of the tourists themselves. How did people react to your presence and project on the tours?

People were initially surprised by my presence. Just after the tour guide introduced himself I also introduced myself and explained what I was doing. Everyone I came across was interested in the project, most asked many questions, and I think that my presence on the tours made the tourists really consider the impact of their visit. Most tourists came loaded with hundreds of questions about South Africa’s past and present, and I became quite involved in the tours in that I was another person who they could direct their questions at. In almost all of the cases the tour guides were black South Africans, living in the townships we were visiting. I’m white and live in the city…so I think it was interesting for the tourists to get both perspectives.


What made you decide to focus on this particular activity for a photo story? How does this differ from more straightforward travel photography?

Township Tourism, especially when it just became popular in the mid 90s, got really bad press in South Africa. And admittedly I was swept up in that. I thought the concept was horrible. A Brazilian friend in town was determined to do one of these tours and I went along with him and had a surprisingly good experience. So I decided to do a story on it and investigate the industry in a little more depth. As time went on I changed my mind about Township Tourism. Whilst there are definitely negative impacts on the communities involved when tours are run badly and mismanaged, I saw the positive impacts out way these in many cases. I left the project with a more 50/50 view of the industry.

It differs from normal travel photography in that is trying to tell an important story, trying to explain to the viewers the impact of this type of tourism, and show potential tourists how they can improve their experience on a township tourism for the community members of the townships they are touring. I’m hoping it will have a direct impact on the conduct of both tourists and tour guides.



What kind of reactions have you gotten to the photos?

Generally people are intrigued by the story. When I show editors it always leads to interesting discussions. No one has picked up the story to publish though ☹

Do you think photography has a role to play in post-Apartheid South Africa?

Absolutely. I really feel that photography has a massive historical importance. As South Africa moves away from the Apartheid regime I think it is integral for its unique story to be captured for prosperity. Much of South Africa’s past has been documented thoroughly through photography (the work of Kevin Carter, Ken Oosterbrook, Jurgen Schardeburg, Greg Marinovich, David Goldblatt and many others) – and its legacy is evident in many museums and books. So I hope that through this people can realize its importance in the historical sense.


See previous Context Africa posts:

• Paul Sika's technicolor dreamscape
  
• Andrew Rice on memory, murder and Idi Amin
  
• Tim Hetherington on the culmination of ten years of taking pictures in Liberia
• Rob Crilly on how to write about a place as contentious as Darfur
• Nicholai Lidow on post-conflict surfing
• Jina Moore's Q and A about forgiveness in Rwanda

Flip-flop soccer, with deflated soccer ball: photo of the day

Context Africa: Call for Projects

So far, I’ve been pretty happy with the wide range of types of projects and regions of focus I’ve been able to feature on Context Africa.

• LATER TODAY: Sam Reinders pictures the complications of "poverty tourism"
  
• Paul Sika's technicolor dreamscape
  
• Andrew Rice on memory, murder and Idi Amin
  
• Tim Hetherington on the culmination of ten years of taking pictures in Liberia
• Rob Crilly on how to write about a place as contentious as Darfur
• Nicholai Lidow on post-conflict surfing
• Jina Moore's Q and A about forgiveness in Rwanda

But, they’ve been heavily weighted towards places I’m familiar with: East Africa, and specifically Uganda, and West Africa, and specifically Liberia. I’d love to feature more projects from different places and in different mediums. If you know of any projects that would be appropriate for Context Africa, I’d love to feature them. Ideally they would be well reported over a longer period of time, nuanced, and thoughtful.

I’d especially love to include some radio pieces. It’s not my medium, so I’m less familiar with what’s out there. I’d also love to include some pieces from North Africa and more from Southern Africa as well.

If you know of any projects – yours, your friends, other people’s work that you find engaging – leave a comment here with relevant information or send me an email at glennagordon at gmail dot com.

Here's looking at you kid: photo of the day

Rainy season: photo of the day

West Africa around the web

"An open letter to the parasites I managed to pick up in West Africa this summer," from McSweeney's:

Anyhoo, just wanted to let you know there are no hard feelings over your unwanted breach of my lower tract. Aside from the occasional cold and a sinus infection once in high school, I've never actually had a real disease before, and I think this counts. Well done. This way, at cocktail parties for the rest of my life (or at least until something better comes along), I'll be able to nonchalantly mention that bout of hookworms I had in West Africa once. People will be intrigued by the suggestion of exotic adventures in my past. They'll think I'm very interesting and want to be my friends. It might go something like this:

STRANGER AT A COCKTAIL PARTY: These shrimp croquettes are a little overcooked, don't you think?

ME: Obviously you've never dealt with a case of intestinal parasites in post-conflict West
Africa!

STRANGER: You're fascinating.

West Africa's Achilles Heal, a great project about drug trafficked in Guinea Bissau is running as a series on the Pulitzer Center on Crisis Reporting. It's especially relevant right now as people in Guinea Bissau vote, or in many cases, don't vote. The photos from this project are awesome, but I'm not web savvy enough to figure out how to re-post since they're in a gallery, but you should head over there and check them all out.

In just nine hours Guinea Bissau had lost both it president and the head of its army. Why so much violence? Was this double assassination the result of an old rivalry between Vieira and Tagme, or was it something more? The army’s spokesman, Zamora Induta, declared that the president had been killed by a group of renegade soldiers and that assailants using a bomb had assassinated General Tagme. He said there is no connection between the two deaths. Of course, nobody believed that this was so.

And if this is all making you salivate over the thought of heading to West Africa, here's a job you can apply for, via my brother Grant's blog Mo'dernity, Mo'problems:

The RA will manage a large quantitative survey of the impact of paralegals in prisons and police stations in Sierra Leone as implemented by a local NGO, Timap for Justice. The evaluation is funded by the Open Society Justice Initiative (www.justiceinitiative.org/) and administered by the Centre for the Study of African Economies (www.csae.ox.ac.uk) The nationwide survey will be spread across 15 – 20 sites and will require that the RA spend a significant part of time per month at field sites throughout the country. In addition the RA will perform a variety tasks including: managing survey teams, cleaning and analyzing data, coordinating with local partners, and ensuring the successful execution of the evaluation.

(And just putting this out there, but working a job like this will likely involve way more cute kids than assassination. And more statistics than cute kids. And definitely enough parasites to be fascinating.)


Shelby Grossman tells the story of her friend Jonathan, and a story about Liberia:

As donor enthusiasm for Liberia wanes, as it inevitably will, the presence of international development groups will fade. Their trademark large, white SUVs that have become a staple to the roads of Monrovia will start to disappear. The 15,000-person strong UN peacekeeping mission with its thousands of additional civilian support staff has already started to reduce its numbers. This dwindling attention from the international community will have many implications for Liberians. Those most cynical of international intervention argue that Liberia’s sovereignty will be restored. Liberians will be able to make their own choices. Farmers won’t have to grow bulgur wheat just because some UN agency wants them to. Liberians will develop their country on their own terms.

But the pull-out also will mean a loss of well-paying national-hire jobs. The many university graduates working with the UN and international non-governmental organizations will have to find a job in a country where there aren’t many.

This interruption brought to you by the deparment of really, really cute kids

Waiting

I've spent the better part of the last three days waiting to take a Liberian senator's picture. The Capital Hill building is a strange place. It looks like a place that was once gaudy-fancy, and is now just decrepit-gaudy. Even though Ellen Johnson Sirleaf is Africa's first female elected leader, women still can't wear pants in the building. The cafeteria is full of political types drinking beer and arguing before noon, and one of the ladies selling sodas was watching a clip of porn on repeat on her phone. I'm hoping tomorrow will be the big day and I'll actually get to take a picture of the senator instead of just the empty cafeteria. The senator knows why I'm there, waiting, and he knows that I know why he's delaying. His handlers have promised it will happen tomorrow, that I might even go to his house for lunch. I'm not holding by breath, but I am crossing my fingers.

Photo of the day

Guardian Weekly: 'I thought Americans invented HIV to discourage sex'

Though the rate of HIV/Aids in Liberia is lower than other places in Africa, at just 2-5%, fourteen years of only recently-ended civil war means that outreach, treatment and prevention work has had a late start. Many fear that the epidemic will explode in post-conflict Liberia, as people regain freedom of movement and the economy recovers. A small group of dedicated people have banded together and formed the Light Association to fight the spread of HIV/Aids. The president of the Light Association Joe-Joe Baysah, the first man to publicly declare his HIV status in Liberia, describes the work he is doing there.

Joe-Joe Baysah was speaking to photographer and journalist Glenna Gordon. Read the story on Guardian Weekly here.

My late wife had a husband before me who died in December 1999. We didn’t know why. His sister came and told us he was HIV positive, but we didn’t believe her. We thought a witch had done it. We’d heard about HIV and Aids on the radio but we denied it at the time. I thought it was something that Americans had invented to discourage sex.

In late 2001, my wife started getting sick. We didn’t think it was Aids. We just thought she had malaria. My wife died on April 4, 2002. Before that time, I was sick too. Very very slim! I got an HIV test and it was positive in January, 2002 along with my wife. But we didn’t have any counselling so we weren’t ready to accept the results.

Every day I would leave home and go hide in the bush. I was ashamed to see anyone. Only later, when I went through counselling at the Catholic Hospital in Monrovia and I learned more about the disease and about living positively, I was ready to accept my status. No one should ever have to learn his status without counselling.

At this time, stigma and discrimination in Liberia were still very very strong, but my family agreed to support me. My mother and father taught us to love one another. They accepted me.

In 2003, Jewel Howard Taylor, the wife to former president Charles Taylor, told me that I should come forward and break the silence about HIV. I told her I was unwilling to do that unless treatment was provided. She agreed to help bring anti-retrovirals (ARVs) to Liberia and to help with the school fees for my children.

On December 1 2003, at City Hall in Monrovia, we held a press conference and I said that I was HIV positive. Some people still didn’t believe me and said that I was just saying I was positive to get support from outside. At that time we also formed the Light Association, an umbrella group of people in Liberia living with HIV and Aids.

It took a lot of work, but now more of my neighbours have accepted me. They see me now and see that I am strong and stout, and they remember when I was too slim. They will shake my hand now, and share food and drink with me.

I have remarried. I met another lady who is also HIV positive through the Light Association. I know we can re-infect each other, so we are very careful together. We have had two children, in addition to the two children I have from my first wife, and all of them are negative. When my current wife was pregnant we carried her to the hospital and she had PMTCT treatment (Prevention of Mother to Child Transmission) before and during the birth of both children.

These days, with the Light Association, I speak on the radio, go door to door, and do community outreaches to teach others about HIV. But not everyone is accepting. At the school my children attend, they were sent out because of my status. Some of the people in the community heard that I was positive through the outreach I do on the radio, and they called my kids, “Aids children.” We found another school for them.

The situation in Liberia is still very difficult for people with HIV. Even though we have some ARVs, we don’t have treatments for opportunistic infections. We don’t have anyone in the government advocating for us. We are dependent on funding from donors such as Global Fund and the Clinton Foundation, and we know they might leave sometime.

There is still a lot of stigma. People who are renting can be kicked out of their house because their neighbours are afraid they will get HIV from sharing water and toilets. When I go to do outreach, people still don’t understand. I tell them about how you can only get HIV from someone else, not from a mosquito. I explain that HIV travels in the body’s fluid. Sometimes people laugh when I talk about semen and vaginas, but I know it’s necessary.

I think the stigma is reducing. It’s not gone, but it’s getting small, small, better.

Photo of the day: this one is for the ladies

The tables are turned: photo of the day